Testimony of an ex-pornstar (I cried )

Hi Joel - 8 times, oh man. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help. Meanwhile, you might find inspiration in your own excellent advice to another member a few weeks ago. Take this to heart:

You are a Christian man, so am I, and we both know that there is something that is actually worse than the our brain, and that is... the devil. We should know that the devil knows our weaknesses and of course, he is going to take that to his advantage and attempt to put his dirty finger through that tiny crack.
We also know that there is someone even greater than the devil, someone that actually defeated death and every temptation, His name is above all names... God, the Almighty, the Most High, Jehovah.
He is with us, He saved us and He gave us the tools to become what He wants us to be:

-Holy people
-Righteous people
-People filled with love and peace
-The light of the world
-Spokesmen of His Word

He gave us His Holy word that transforms us from the inside out, He gave us prayer to communicate with Him (He always listens, even when we feel He is not), He gave us the privilege to worship Him and receive His blessing.

So, we have an arsenal which can lead us to total victory, so, stay strong and continue because God will show His power and glorify Himself through our weakness.

It may be hard, but not impossible. Stay strong and enjoy the pain.

God bless you brother!

 

Does this video contain any triggers?

I watched a document about the same subject and it had some serious triggers. It was "date my porn star" and it really opened my eyes and I understood how brutal the whole industry is. Homever, I can't recommend it to anyone, because of all the triggers.

 

sometimes just the word porn will be brought up ant im somewhere jacking off but I read a lot of confessions on shelley lubbens website its a trip I jacked off to a NC 17 movie today

 

This is very interesting. I think that through out she was never sure until the very end. I think its interesting how hard of a time she had getting out like wow through all that crazy stuff she eventually left.

I am impressed that she did. It is kinda heart breaking to hear how it all started. Just some guy who couldn't understand her and did a mean thing and it built over time. But no less inspiring. Good luck everyone

 

This looks like a duplicate post, maybe a mod can delete one?