The Stain

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by KoC11, Feb 26, 2016.

  1. KoC11

    KoC11 Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone,
    My name is Jonathan and as for my story, it can be best described as the never ending merry go round when it comes to looking at pornography/masturbating. I started in middle school and haven't been able to overcome the allure. I feel defeated every time I sub come to the temptation and give in to it. I am going to be married in a little over 3 months (to which I'm elated) but I really want to have a renewed/rewired mindset towards sexuality/this marriage covenant and better self-control over this vice in my life. I want to be an All-Star and say I have goal of a 90-day rebooting stage but to be honest I've come realize my goal is 1 day. An every day rebooting stage. Because in the end that's the only thing I have control over. The start of each and every new day and how I approach the hurdles of lust and overcome them. I'm a religious leader (irony there I know) but I'm not afraid to name my faults and failures as I still strive for a pure more abundant life free of pornography. So if you believe in a God I would gladly appreciate your prayers, and if you don't I none the less gladly appreciate your thoughts and encouragement as I embark again on this journey of overcoming this stain in my life. Thanks for being a community who understands and creates a space so we are not alone.
     
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  2. Septimus

    Septimus Fapstronaut

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    Welcome!

    I really commend you for wanting to rewire before your marriage. I am praying for you. Keep going!
     
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  3. Saturdaze

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    You might want to join the Christian group (if you are Christian that is). Lots of great encouragement there.
     
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  4. WarriorScarr

    WarriorScarr Fapstronaut

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    Welcome! I will definitely keep you in my prayers brother. Just take it one day at a time. Everyday you don't fall to this addiction is something to be commended.
     
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  5. Ostrich12

    Ostrich12 Fapstronaut

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    Great that you are here, your marriage will be a much better place without P between you, what a great incentive to stop. when you say those vows include PMO when you promise to be faithful to her infront of all your friends
     
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  6. KoC11

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    Thanks everyone. Day 1 was a success. Long road to go
     
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  7. WarriorScarr

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    Awesome! And Remember, Try to take it day by day. Everyday you don't PMO is a win in this battle!
     

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