Hello everyone, My name is Jonathan and as for my story, it can be best described as the never ending merry go round when it comes to looking at pornography/masturbating. I started in middle school and haven't been able to overcome the allure. I feel defeated every time I sub come to the temptation and give in to it. I am going to be married in a little over 3 months (to which I'm elated) but I really want to have a renewed/rewired mindset towards sexuality/this marriage covenant and better self-control over this vice in my life. I want to be an All-Star and say I have goal of a 90-day rebooting stage but to be honest I've come realize my goal is 1 day. An every day rebooting stage. Because in the end that's the only thing I have control over. The start of each and every new day and how I approach the hurdles of lust and overcome them. I'm a religious leader (irony there I know) but I'm not afraid to name my faults and failures as I still strive for a pure more abundant life free of pornography. So if you believe in a God I would gladly appreciate your prayers, and if you don't I none the less gladly appreciate your thoughts and encouragement as I embark again on this journey of overcoming this stain in my life. Thanks for being a community who understands and creates a space so we are not alone.