The worst drug ever!!

Too understand that, I have to start the weed (hopefully I successful quit it). But with that experiences I have understand how my will is replacement by little and strange voices...

But I believe that porn is even worst. Is something about the biggest need of the human-being. Is not just biology, psychology, mind and society. Its all them at the same time.

This my first try to stop PMO with a public statement. They if you say something public is more possible to do it

At least until Monday. I have to archive some very hard goal in my real life.

Hello People!

 

Can I transform myself from by-accident Fapstronaut to a awareness Fapstronaut?

I even no was sure if I had a account here. I don't even remember what exctactly happen the period, when I open this thread.

The previous month I had a two-months contract to work in a project in another country. The CEO of the company had offer to me his big-family house to stay. I accepted his kindly and I knew that I have also to forgot the fappening. Its not only about to be caugh. In any kind of relationship, I care too much about the symbolism. In this situation it's very easy to say, stop it. For me its like the ultimate motivate!

Of course, I had some ejections. One time I called two escorts to a hotel for a night, and another I go to a 'erotic massage institution'. Both of times, I'm not sure if I really wanted, if I was really drunk and just searching for some fun...

I'm pretty sure when I come back to my place, I'm gonna fapping every night. But now I feel so nice psychological. I'm much more volunteering do start a flirt or just a random chat.

I have also more time for myself. For example I have found that for me the most important factor, which drives me to fappening its the easiness. I'm mean if I have my private space, be alone, have music and good Internet, then I can't stop myself to doing. Some times even 2 or 3 times per day. I also remember myself to fapping after had sex with one of biggest crash.

I believe that this month was the biggest period in my life without fapping after I started it.