Things I do and don’t do.

I don’t drink acholol. I rarely do. I didn’t smoke for ~9 years. I haven’t do drugs/weed in ~9 years. I don’t have sex. I didn’t have sex in ~7 years. I have to say these things in multiple therapy sessions/confessions/doctor visits. Because I feel like I’m being seduced into doing them and no ones really telling me to this or do that. It’s all my head because I have schizoeffective disorder bipolar type and other specified sexual disfunction. I need to find a way to block adult content on AT&T. I’ve blocked adult content on YouTube, Xfinity, Reddit, and Safari. I’m being influenced/controlled. My best streak is ~60 days NoFap and ~48 days without porn.