This Describes Me

I'm just always so alone. So lonely. I'm desperate for a girlfriend so that I'll have a companion that loves and accepts me for the person I am. I'm 31 and single and have only ever had one serious relationship and turns out she just used and abused me. When she dumped me just a couple weeks shy of our 1-year anniversary she said that she never really loved me. Absolutely crushed me. I don't know what to do. I don't think I'm ever going to have someone love me. Girls love to be my friend but it's always "just friends." It's never anything more.

 

Thanks for the positive vibes. I start a new job at GameStop tomorrow. It's only part time and it's only guaranteed for the rest of the year, but it will be nice to finally have something to look forward to.