Hi, My name is Stijn and I've been trying to quit for about a 3 months now but it's a lot harder then I thought it would be. I started watching porn when I was about 16 years old and did it about 3 or 4 times a week since then. I'm 27 now and I'm kind of sick of it now. Wasting all those hours in front of my screen doing nothing productive and just hiding from the world. But yeah, as I've said, It's a lot harder then I thought it would be. I never really thought about quitting until about 3 months ago. The reason why I wanted to quit is a bit complicated maybe. But I'll try to explain. I was in a relationship with a really beautiful women for about a year. But underneath that beauty she was a controlling bitch. And I made the mistake of letting myself be controlled. Now I stayed with her for way to long and to be honest it was the great sex we had that kept me coming back. Anyways, I done with her but I still feel controlled by my urges. For sex en for PMO. That's why I really wanna quit. I want control back over my life and over my emotions. So wish me luck..day 1!
GOod luck Stijn.. i think I also need the same luck.. how to get our minds focussed for a long time on something else... I know its easy at the beginning and then gets harder and harder with time passing.. But at some point it has to ease off again right? i hope at least...
