Hey guys, I need your help. I'm trying to quit PMO for about 2-3 years and almost never get past 1-2 weeks without it. The longest streak i ever had was 6 weeks when i was OBSESSED with a girl i was unhappily in love with. After i finally quit chasing her, i quit a lot of unhealthy habits as well, first and foremost smoking (we smoked a lot of cigs together at work), eating way too much meat/ drinking soda and so on, doing drugs (in the year of despereatly chasing her, i tried almost every drug there is exept opiates/meth. I never was addicted to any of those but i did some crazy things in Berlin techno clubs). It took me a while till i quit weed as well (although it made me paranoid already for a long ass time and i somehow compulsively smoked when smbdy lit a Jay), but i did that just recently, not missing a thing. I started seeing a therapist and doing Sports even when i was still obsessed with her, and in the process of quitting all those things, i started eating healthy, meditating, drawing, doing music. At that time, i didn't know what i wanted to do for a living/what studies i want to begin, which was a HUGE problem for me and the main topic of my therapy. So i did some internships and now my goal is to become a Music Therapist. A few days ago, i was accepted at this Music College, and everything looks fine. BUT STILL, i don't manage to quit PMO. At the very moment, i cannot do 2 Days without it, and i feel so trapped. Maybe at the moment, it's because i'm not living a everyday life but rather celebrating that i was accepted at the music college, drank some beer the last few days, didn't really meditate, but also i'm kinda enjoying this lazy lifestyle at this very moment. Maybe i just need to focus on my goals and socialize again, rather than focusing on quitting porn, which is the thing that keeps me from reaching my goals. Everything you focus on, you attract. I bought some wood and stuff for my homemade electric bass. This could be my project to focus on. Also finally meeting new people/girls. I'm 22 yo virgin, so i have a huge problem with beeing desperate and stuff. Anyways, though i fapped just before writing this, hitting up the gym in one hour, going out tonight, writing down all this felt very therapeutic. Be safe!