Trying to be better (And no nutting)

Hello to everyone. I'd prefer not to use my real name, for privacy reasons... I am from Colombia, I am 26 years old and I have been fapping since I have 14 years.

Enough is enough, clearly... I think that this is the right time to stop, this practice has ruined my sentimental and sexual life (I haven't had sex with a woman, never) Because I am a really shy person, and very afraid of everything. Really, I have tried to have a couple like four or five times, but unfortunately it hasn't worked. And most of the times was because of me, because of my lack of empathy with the other people and seeing woman like sexual objects, thats why I became addict to porn sites and fetiches sites... The problem is so big that at some point I have been fapping while watching some dating apps like Tinder or Bumble, just to have sex or waiting that something happens.

Thats why I Need help, unfortunately in my country there are few physchologies that help me with this problem, I went a couple of times to one, but there was no success at all, in the end the success of stopping its on my hands (Literally, haha).

Today it will be my first night without fapping, there are going to be difficult days but I am ready for the challenge and share my sexuality with the right person... So, this is it. Wish me good luck!

I'll be posting my progress weekly or montly, when I have the opportunity to do it. I hope this story encourage some people like me who wants to stop... Thanks for reading it, and let's do it!

Greetings to all!

 

Thanks for your good wishes!
Really appreciated

 

Thanks!

Thank you!