TURNING INTO A NEW LEAF

Hey Everyone,

I am 23 years old and I am from Delhi.
I first started consuming porn at the age of 14. In the beginning you enjoy it but I realized I have been struggling from porn addiction for a couple of years now and now I am giving this forum a chance of helping me out of this rabbit hole. The reason why I joined is that due to porn I have felt lack of self confidence in myself though everyone around me says I am handsome and I look like a certain Bollywood actor. I feel like I have always felt shy approaching the other sex even if i did I just stutter and behave like an awkward fool which makes me hate myself. So yeah porn ruined my relationships and past the few years my porn searches have gone weirder to the extent that my sexuality is being questioned. I like women definitely but I when that urge hits me I watch stuff which I wouldn't personally do in real life.

Thanks for listening to me and if anybody here wants to be my accountability partner just lemme know... You know like guys looking out for each other.