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Upset, can't catch a week.

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by Deleted Account, Oct 15, 2021.

  1. I'll be still honest with this forum. I haven't had a week streak since August since I was on vacation. It's very hard for me to reach that grip on myself and control, yesterday I've done a Solar plexus "Fire" meditation. I do feel more off on my confidence level and will to fight back, none the less maybe it's a self esteem problem. Felt this ever since last year when my health went down hill. I'm really not happy about it. Maybe its just apart of aging? I'm just wondering what you ladies and gentlemen think about it.

    I feel as if my day's have been brighter, in a relationship, talking to people easier, not really caring anymore about the nervousness. Really flowing with the day has made my work days fly by. I have been listening to 432hz as well every morning. But on the other side I've been upset, I can't catch or reel in a week streak. Do I need to keep myself busy on the fly or do I need to find this discipline again?
     
  2. jcl1990

    jcl1990 Fapstronaut

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    I wouldn’t rely on keeping busy, we need to rest sometimes, too.

    but yea it’s tough. I’ll be honest I don’t really have anything going for me right now. Nothing that great at least. A mediocre job that doesn’t pay that well. Never have had a long term relationship before. Basically don’t really have much of a reason to even try haha mostly joking but am sort of starting to think it’s all just a burden

    but quitting porn and masturbation at least gives me some dignity. If I never accomplish anything cool, never get a relationship, and am poor my entire life, at least I’ll have some f***ing dignity when I die and will have a reason to hold my head up at the day of resurrection knowing even though I feel I was dealt a shitty hand, at least I was able to get away from the lure of naked women.

    I’m kind of in a bad mood right now while writing this, so it may seem a little exaggerated. But just wanted to go ahead and reply
     
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  3. DeeJ4y

    DeeJ4y Fapstronaut

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    Remove triggers from your internet use.
     

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