Hi guys, So I’ve only just started my journey into NoFap, rebooting and aiming to change my life, but there are some issues that still bother me. Before I began, I reached a high point. For about two years I had been viewing gay P and trans P, even cross dresser P. Because of that, I feel like I’ve developed some sort of OCD or at least an obsession picturing myself as a woman or wearing/looking at female clothing. Is this normal with TransOCD or HOCD? I don’t think I’m trans or feel like I’m trans, but I’ve taken a turn recently (before I joined) where I would browse images and webpages of women’s clothing, high heels, shoes, coats, dresses, tights, hair styles, hats etc etc....id even pictured myself wearing it and how my life would be different if I was born a girl. I’d even daydream about alternate realities where I’m back at school but as a girl or what it would be like to hang with boys/my old friends or being a girl in my family or even as a girl or work in a female dominant role/job (idk why I get these intrusive thoughts ). Anyway, I was hoping someone here could mention how an addiction to P and MO would lead to these feelings. Naturally, I’ve never had them before until I got deep into trans/gay/crossdressser genres. Before this, I never had any of these ideas or feelings. This is one of the many reasons I want to reboot and quit P for good. I have spoken to a psychologist and they don’t believe I’m trans or suffer from gender dysphoria, but the psych did not rule out possible transvestism/crossdressing fetish, needs more time to analysis me. Any help or answers would be appreciated.