yeah so. In the end what matters? We live we die that's it. Nobody remembers nobody cares, in time we are all particles in time being erased every second. Why does it matter if we do good or bad. Why does it matter if we stay pmo addicts what does it matter if everyone decided to suicide? Why do we try to make our existence meaningful? If it's all to be forgotten. Why try to quit addictions? Why not try all drugs? Why not drink too much? Why not experiment. Why do we bother to look after ourselves in the short time we have. What does it matter if we relapse why does it matter if we are miserable? Why do we have emotions social standards parties ecstasy cocaine heroin cigs alcohol friends money buildings girlfriend. What's the point of our existence? Why does it matter if we are lonely or depressed miserable hopeless. We can just jump off a building and become a problem for the cleanup crew
