Hi everyone, I have been thinking of quitting this bad addiction from long time. Never happened. If I recall properly I have almost masturbated everyday since my college second year. That makes 14 years. My mind is completely blocked. nowdays I dont even know why I am looking at porn. Its just like automated thing. Its like I am in hypnotized state. Nothing helping. I am not able to work properly. I have lost interested in everything. I want to stop it. But its involuntary. I dont have control. moment clock ticks 11pm. My devilish side takes over. No matter what I do, mind get some excuse to tell today is last day. I cant talk to my wife about it. she does not understand it. Thought of counseling but too scared. Hopefully this forum will help.
Welcome! I'm glad you're here. A lot of us can describe experiences similar to yours. It can and will get better.
Thanks Septimus, I see you are having great success so far. I would like to see you succeed. I too will create my log and lets see how far I can go.
