I'm a fighter. But this nofap thing, the day in and day out grind, the running in the dark towards a hope and a prayer, badgered by fear and desires, it's a different enemy. It's clever. Devious. Powerful. It gets into our very heart and holds with meat hooks until we feel the fight must tear out out very heart. Today the most courageous thing I can do is bear the onslaught of emotion and temptation. Sit and take a beating never knowing when relief will come. We are the front lines of a cultural war, not against a political enemy, but against a spirit of our times, a spirit of consumption and selfishness, of lust and greed. Oh yes, it's a war. Carry on courageous soldiers!