Its been 3 months since I noticed ED (I think it is PIED) and almost 30 days without PMO but today I have the urge to fap, not because I feel horny, but because I want to actually test if my penis works or find out what exactly is keeping it from working. I mean, I don't even know if this is physical or mental, but it's driving me mad. Right now, I'm dealing with ED, a breakup due to ED, business related debts and feelings of low self esteem. However, I made some lifestyle changes, such as eating healthy and doing some light exercises. I have also went to the doctor to see if everything is fine but haven't got the results. The thing is I want to MO to see my current status, but, I really don't want to because I don't want to affect the reboot process. What should i do?