Hi. My name is Arian. I'm 18. I started PMOing at 12 and was so horny minded before that. I remember being so curious about woman's sex organ then. There's about a year that i am strugling to quit and today i'm on day 4. (My best record is 31) I have just one BIG problem that would be glad to know your opinions about. And here it is: as far as i remeber maybe from 9 or 10 i've been so thinking about female's sex organ and the difference. But as my parents were religious and i felt some kind of virginity through my eyes i never tried to search for a vagina pic on web till i got 16(I just pmoed to soft pics back then)& this curiosity was blowing my mind that i would always see people (with both sex but i'm straight)as sex organs and it had remained till now. It's like my eyes are glued to peoples' mid way. And now it's the BIGGGGGEEEEESSSSTTTTT problem in my life specially when it comes to the same sex that they might even think i'm gay or wanna suck their dick BUT I DON'T. I just don't know what's wrong with me; vouyerism, HOCD, some kind of OCD i don't now. I even thaught about suicide once. Please help me if u know any treatment. And excuse my bad English bcz it's not my mother's tongue.