Hi everyone. Im Matteo, a 25 y.o. engineering student. Engineering in italy is composed by 3+2 years of studying, the first 3 years are like the basics and rest of 2 years are like the specialization if you want to do it. YOu basically start at 19. Im at 25 and i still didnt end my 3 years of basics. The reason is simple, i never got to choose my way when i was 19. I was leaving a mechanical school so my parents convinced me that this was the best way. My family was not swimming in the gold, so this was also their attempt to give me a better life then their one. I wanted to do the art school, i tried to say that to them but the response was: "You will not have any future as an artist.". That ended istantly the discussion. So i began my engineering study. I miss 7 exams to the deegre. Im not even sure i will do the specialization, i feel in late. The only thing that is pushing me is the faith my gf have in me and the fact that last year i passed one of the most important exams at the second attempt. So i said to my self: "maybe its a sign, i have to end this and then i will be able to do what i like." I still think that, but theese years have been really cruel: the costant feeling im late, the divorce of my parents , the needing for money to pay taxes that forced me to loose 2 years for work, etc... All of this weighed hardly on my self-esteem and on my porn addiction. I needed to exhaust, at some point not even my lovely gf was helping me anymore. Even now the stress is hard, cause with the money i raised i can pay taxes for one year and a half i think, and i still have those f***ing 7 exams to do. All of this while i see people around me graduating. Its frustrating. That's also why i decided to start rebooting, cause porn addiction is killing those last vibes of force of will i have right now. Sorry for the long post guys, i just need to know if anyone is my situation and can give me tips. I would even like to find an accountability partner in my same situation. Thank your for your reading, good day to all!