Whoa, that was a close one….

Minding my own business driving home a little while ago when suddenly a memory of a phone sex call from a few months ago popped into my mind.
On the call, I told her a highly triggering fantasy and only now remembered it and thought about it a few seconds.
The effect was instant. I could have O in seconds if I didn’t fight it. I prayed and God got me through. Again.
Closest call in 6 weeks of victory. Way too close for comfort.

 

So far so good. It was close this morning and again about mid day. Some days are tougher than others to stay clean. This one has been fraught with temptation, but I haven’t fallen. Thank God.