why the heck can't i get off p-subs

grrrrr
I fee like I am a troll, because I never change. maybe i am to hard on my self i do change, I am just getting to the next and final lever. have not gone to even a regular massage, actually to pay some one to rub my muscles, i don't even need it, and i really don't objectify women any more. i am not saying i don't like looking at hot women , but i still look too much. so the 90 days again i really need. but why can't i do this, its harder or just as hard as originaly getting off porn, but the thing is I better start now, i will get of the computer and meditate. and get on with life. now

 

getting on with life, I really am getting better at not looking at craigs list, I am still lokking at it, but not three times a day, like I did about 2 months ago. I am slowly getting better. only about 1 time a day, or every other day now, 2 times at the most and for about 5 minutes. but for heavens sakes I need a relationship with someone.
I will put an update here in a few more days.

 

Discipline is everything. I would suggest that you shouldn't be thinking that you "need a relationship." Desperation will not help. I don't mean that you shouldn't be looking for a relationship, but if you do, you should do so calmly and at the right pace. A relationship should not be just another p-sub. At any rate, keep on fighting for your self discipline. That's what NoFap is all about. It will make you more attractive too.

All the best.

 

yes, I totally agree with that!