It has been a long time since I participated in any kind of PMO. On some days it's difficult to keep going, on others, I don't think about it once. I've been dabbling a bit with dating, but at my core, I'm still very self conscious and depressed, which I think has kept me as unattractive as ever. It's always been the same with me, physically I'm an attractive person, and I've made some good first impressions, but it doesn't take long before they figure out who I really am and either make up excuses or just stop talking to me. I don't blame them, I probably don't deserve them. I know I need to talk to a therapist, but I can't bring myself to talk about any of this, half my day is usually spent trying to forget about it. But, I am getting back into things I enjoy, and I have a pretty good job right now, so other than my mental health most of the time I'm doing pretty well. Maybe one day I'll be able to talk to somebody about it. Who knows.
Two Things I Can Guarantee You After Undergoing The Process Myself: Time heals all wounds. Yes, you will find happiness once again.
Dude you're 18! I was 18 ten years ago! I felt the same way back then and I feel the same way now.....because I didn't change! I remained the same PMO'ing looser. But you have a chance to not end up like me, here are my things, man -> Workout - calisthenics, swimming, going to the gym, running... Running naturally makes up happy, IMHO. Evolution!!! -> Have a purpose...when you have a purpose, you are focused and don't give a shit about anything else. -> Cold showers -> Group activitities...biking or group adventures -> Eat lots of fruits, kid. You're favrt kind. -> Volunteer....
