WILL NOFAP HELP ME WITH THIS?

It's been 5 or 6 years since I've been involved in crossdressing, femboys and sissy porn , the situation is so bad I've done anal and ate my own cum multiple times and Have been dressing up since god knows when but i don't feel like a girl/trans all the time or think like I'm in the wrong body , as soon as i cum the kink goes away .
I want to stop all this and recover but the thing is I cannot even imagine a girl without a dick , like imaging a naked girl won't even cause a movement in my lil buddy but as soon as i replace the with a dick , it gets rock hard.
I don't have much female friends too and I'm doubting nofap might not be the end solution of my problem.
I would like to hear your experiences and how you recovered/dealt with this kind of situation and also clarify if nofap can help me in any way.