hey guys... After the first day I joined nofap, I went for 18 days, my longed streak. Than, my second longest streak was 12 days. I owe it all to my AP...but I'm afraid he won't come back. I can't fight the urge of masturbation mainly because my mind is engulfed with new thoughts, replacing all the motivation and feelings of relapsing again. I need help, I need another personal assistant. I can't sleep because I feel like I let my last one down, and in not willing to let that happen again.
