Without porn

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Z.e.n.o, Apr 6, 2020.

  1. Z.e.n.o

    Z.e.n.o Fapstronaut

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    Hi all brothers!
    I'm on my way on recovering from porn addiction.
    It has been an year since i last posted here; that was a long relapse :D
    Now i'm here because a strange thing happened: I'm tired of watching porn!
    Really.. acting is bad, girls are not really enjoying, the thing is empty; and i want a real mate!
    It turned out that without watching a pic or using my fantasy to imagine something hot, i cannot masturbate.
    There has been a trial, but it was a hell. It was really not good, not enjoyable.
    Now i'm normally excited and i like that.
    I mean, i like that more than orgasming by masturbating myself.
    It's a sensation that can trigger a lot of sexual thoughts but that's not so bad! It's really not hurting me, sometimes i enjoy that, sometimes i get an erection, sometimes i take my penis in my hands but it is not really compelling to masturbate.
    I'm using that to get familiar with the sexual sensations coming up.

    Some things also happened. I've made wet dreams in which i was almost orgasming (in the reality), and i knew that because it happened in drowsiness.
    The day after i masturbated to "release" the tension, without porn and fantasy, and i didn't like that, in the sense of excitemend comapred with how i did with porn.
    Orgasm was just a stressful waste of energy.
    For now i'm not so compelled to do that again but if i should that would be ok.

    The really strange thing was a dream in which there was an old friend of mine, a friend which i liked and not only in a sexual way. In this dream the sensation became stronger but in my chest, in my heart. I didn't want orgasm but i wanted to hug her. I wanted to love her. That was really sweet!

    So i believe we can love. We can transform this thing in something better. We can transform making sex in making love. We can transform porn addiction into love addiction, into life living addiction, and we can do that without suffering but rather enjoying it.

    If you have something similar to share, or something to relate with, it would be really appreciated :)

    Greetings from Italy, from a guy in quarantine without watching porn.
     
  2. Scorcher2000

    Scorcher2000 Fapstronaut

    Last four paragraphs was quite relaxing! Keep it coming!

    I'm free from any graphic material (pictures, drawings and videos altogether) and this is my 13th day. I somehow watched a Grammarly advertisement, and there was a woman that was the type I used to see everyday before quarantine, but with a slightly cute face, and even that was attractive to me :D The deal is real.

    Greetings from Turkey, from another guy in quarantine busy livin' without porn.
    And congratulations for your progress!
     
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  3. Z.e.n.o

    Z.e.n.o Fapstronaut

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    Ahahha thanks man! The deal is, we love girls congrats for your 13 day!
     
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