Hey guys. Well there are some situations that I think that can only happen with me. I think I should have a degree on stupidity by now, because even I was amazed by how I continue to be such an idiot and you are going to be too. First thing that you need to know about this situation. I am too proud and I have a hard time forgiving people. It is a problem that I am trying to deal and with less important situations, I have been able to control it. But this one I couldn't. So, here is the story.. I know this girl for about 8 years now, and I think she has always had a crush on me and she is probably the coolest girl I know. But when I met her, I liked another girl so I really didn't care that much about her. Then, we went to college together and we were on the same class and she still had a crush on me at the beginning as a friend of ours told me but that period was probably my worst with porn addiction, so again I couldn't care less. Then, she dated another guy and rightfully so as I clearly wasn't interested. Eventually, they broke up though. Then, in the beginning of 2017 we were at a party and I hooked up with another girl. She saw it and she was with another guy at the time and out of a sudden she was dancing with this guy in front of me. For the first time, I was a little jealous but after the party was over I never gave it a second thought. However, at another party at the end of the year, I finally thought to myself that I missed a great opportunity. After all, she is nice, very beautiful and well, she liked me. But I thought it was over. Then, this year started and we were at another party and I went there thinking about trying to hook up with her. Nevertheless, she not only pretended I didn't exist on the party but also hooked up with another dude. So, I was really jealous and angry. But I knew I had dug my own grave on the situation, so to speak, so I thought I made peace with it. The truth is I was more hurt by it than I imagined. So, I never saw her again until this weekend. I went to a party and I didn't know she was going to be there. I saw one of my friends and seconds later she saw me and came over to say hello. The moment I looked at her, my emotions went everywhere. I like her, but I was still angry and hurt by what happened. After a moment, we were dancing close to each other and a friend of mine, who didn't know about our ''history'' told me that she was looking at me. People who don't have a degree on stupidity would have welcomed the situation. As for me, well, I let my pride get in the way I pretended she didn't exist at the moment. I think that it is safe to say that this decision was probably the stupidiest thing I have ever done in my life. And that coming from me, is a pretty big deal as I have done many stupid things in my life. So, yesterday I posted a story on Instagram just to see if she would watch it. Well, she didn't watch it on her Instagram, but a few hours later she posted something similar on her which is making me think she somehow saw it. Rightfully so, I think I really pissed her off this time and I want to make things right. But I don't know when I will see her again and this is killing me. I don't know what to do and I don't know even if there is anything to do at this point, but I have to find a way to make things better. So, if anybody has any word of advice, please help me because the king of stupidity here got nothing.