I tend to go on long successful streaks and fuck it up, then its really hard to get back on track. I'd love some encouragement! I'm back at day 0.
Sure, I was at a German restaurant and a waiter was dressed in traditional German Octoberfest get up, so there was some cleavage showing and we was preportioned like a German if you get that I mean. And when I I got home I looked up German girls and I just grew until I was looking at P. Relapse twice
Both. And I have a GF so I can't exactly flirt. She just needs to come back. But I should be self reliant
This gives me motivation to not masturbate: Mantak Chia (look him up in Google if you don't know who he is) says every time a man ejaculates he loses 25 to 40% of his vital energy. Isn't that motivation enough to not masturbate?