Day 2/7 Everything Ok Let us do it, people!! We are going to take down the porn industry just by not purchasing its products.
Day 4 since joining the challenge, day 6 of actual no porn/ no fapping. Poor sleep last night, late to bed as I was talking with the girlfriend on the phone. Followed by a restless sleep, waking up with several erections and then an early alarm so I get to an early meeting this morning. With work after the meeting and being on call tonight it could be a very long and tiring day. Not looking forward to that. Had a great evening last night. I have decided to cut Tv and social media right back as I waste far too much time with them. So no tv last night. After cooking dinner I sat up at the dining table to eat, then did some online reading. Followed by a yoga session and then meditation. It felt so good to fill in my time wisely.
Day 2 of 7. So far, no strong temptations, but I have been better about following rules that help keep me protected too. So I plan to stay consistent with that.
Relapsed on Sunday morning.. Felt super anxious about not attending a halloween party with people in my faculty the night prior. For me halloween is highly sexualized and I didn't feel up to exposing myself to that environment. The fucked thing is that I put myself in an environment conducive to watching porn, and sure enough. Serious doubt continues about my ability to abstain from porn and masturbation. nth times the charm??
