Day 0/7. Tonight I had a nocturnal emission, so I begin again (I included that in my challenge). These are waves that come with delay, they will fade out. As always, I was sleeping on my stomack when I wake up (immediately after in the incident). I have to find a way to stay on my back all night. I will tell that to my subconscious mind.
Day 2 complete challange, day 3 complete my streak Urges were strong and are still strong. I will not give up!!
Day 5 since joining the challenge here ( day 7 of since last O). The desire to look at porn has not been that difficult to avoid. There have been a few times when I have come across arousing (but not explicit) pictures on social media and I have found my gaze wanting to linger. But I have just moved on. I do feel like I am almost constantly aroused though and the urge just to touch is what I am finding most difficult to push away. Keeping occupied certainly helps. Working 5 hours overtime last night helped keep me well distracted. But coming home after midnight, feeling tired and wanting that old quick sure method of unwinding through ejaculation was difficult to suppress. But i did it and so here I am still managing to stay true to myself and to the challenge. I have a lunch date with my girlfriend the day after tomorrow...hope I don't explode in my pants just looking at her....hahahaha....ohhh, one has to laugh.
Day 3 of 7. It's starting to get a little bit harder to avoid the thoughts that lead to a relapse, but I'm still going strong.
Personally, I disagree with this philosophy. I think it is very noble to try to eliminate all forms of sexual release, but I think getting caught up in the technicalities of an involuntary excretion does more harm than good. If I were you, I would not reset my counter for an involuntary nocturnal emission. You are asleep! You're not choosing to do anything. Sure, *maybe* that means your unconscious mind is still horny, but isn't that why we're all here? I think being a little forgiving with yourself in this instance is okay. That said, I'm just a stranger on the Internet giving advice. I don't know your life, and maybe this strategy is best for you. I just feel like we shouldn't be punishing ourselves for things out of our control.
Day 1/7 complete. Had a crazy dream last night and woke up aroused. Had to restrain myself from acting on it, felt myself moving toward it but then stopped in my tracks. So far, so good!
My Previous post was on Monday, and now Wednesday. How I summarize It ? Tuesday P : 2 Day M : 2 Day Sm : 0 Day... Sb : 0 Day... Top Record : 6 Day I don't want talking too much, just wanna be better
