Day 17 of 30 Well yesterday was a hard day. Nothing to do with urges, or nudges, not close to a relapse I am doing good in that goal to recovery. My wife told me she is done hearing about all of it, how I want to work things out, how sorry I am, how much I love her. She has been reading blogs of wives that husbands relapsed and hid things from them, she still thinks I am hiding things and telling lies. She does not think that this is an addiction but a choice we make to get involved in online porn, and a choice to keep going back. So it looks like I am in for a bigger struggle in my life than my recovery from online porn, recovering from hurting and loosing the one who I love the most. *40 days free
That's a good idea. At the moment I rely on my smarphone to access this community, but deleted 'dangerous' social media apps (esp. tumblr) from my phone. I'm beginning to realise it isn't just about abstaining, but about adopting a new lifestyle. Congratulations on your progress
Day 12(5th January,2018): I had a lot of sexual urges today but my willpower defeated my urges today.Hoping to continue like this and maintain the double digit number.
Day 26 - Change the way you THINK. "Change doesn't happen if we don't replace our wrong thoughts with the right ones."