Want to start a new life

Hello, my name is Enrique. I´m from Monterrey, Mexico.

I started watching porn and masturbating since I was 6 years old approximately. My father is a computer lover and always had computers at home. I learned to use them very soon in life. About that age I had curiosity about how girls looked naked. It was a innocent curiosity, only wanted to know what was different from what I had. So, when nobody was home decided to look that up on Google and ended up in a porn site. So here I am, with 22 years old and want to leave porn and masturbation completely.

I need more tan vanilla porn to feel aroused and usually watch taboo porn with family related themes. Some time ago I used to masturbate around 3 times a day with the aid of porn. No longer I was able to do it without it. Right now I do it a lot less, once or twice per week, but I want to quit completely.

This addiction damaged my previous relationship with a very beatiful and amazing girl. I really want to get back with her, but I'm not sure if that is possible. However, if I get back or not with her, the succesful ending of this journey Will be for good in any relationship.

I also became a born-again Christian not long ago and wanted to share this. If there are any other Christians out there with which I might talk would be great.

Thank you very much to every one in this community. I feel you are like lifesavers.

 

Hello. Thanks for the recommendation. God bless you too!

 

You're right this is such a supporting community. I'm so happy to be here, and also that you're here along with me on this path.