Day 10/14 I was on the trip last week and I had relapsed before that week. But now i'm on day 10 and I'm excited to reach milestone.
My day 1 is about to end and i can say it has been great. I chose not to get complacent with myself. Trying to keep all fap doors closed. God is helping. Need to get myself ful of the word. Had to go online to send some mails, told myself i would only send the mail, ended up sending the mail anddownloading two car racing (telld a lot about my discipline). Well while playing the game i remembered i needed to read my bible and i did. While reading i also realised that yes i"m reading my bible whivh is good. But staying isolated towards the evening is also a trigger, so i paused my reading and decided to go for a with my friend. Thank God i did. I hope i have the wisdom and strenght to continue making right decisions.
Yes. Don't give up on yourself. I have been there before joining this community. Used to happen very often. Even now the urges are very strong, but now I feel more accountable.
Day 5/14. Urges are strong still. But I recognize them and let them pass. Also being part of the community helps.