Beat off to porn game Saturday, pretty fucking dumb. In a way the positive is that it wasn’t some HD hardcore porn but at the same time I count it. Going for longer stretches without beating off. The urges get kinda insane though. Day 3
You can hate porn. All you have to do is remember vividly what porn has stripped away from your life that you wish you still have and all the negative stuffs porn has endured in your life. Reading articles about how consuming porn is bad in one's life is a good strategy but you won't feel that pain. The symptoms are horrible but usually we as humans, we take action through pain whether it's physically or psychologically
Guess I have to join in here, I've been updating on the 90 day thread. Currently on day 20, I hope I make it through. 20/30
Again 0/30,...I couldn't able to resist myself yesterday night.....I'm struggling a lot... do help me to come out of this bloody shit....
Day 0. Dont know if i should be worried. The last two relapses i had, there were no strong urges. I strayed away from my strategy and i fell. Since i did 21 days, i felt i can be more flexible. I created a dull proof strategy that keeps me away from pmo, and even the thought doesnt come sometimes, so i rarely have urges. But i think subconciously my brain is fishing for something to latch on to, and its scary. I think i have to incoporate my strategy to become a lifestyle, so it becomes a habit that i cant easily stray away.