Dear Porn, I hate you. I hate you with all my heart. You are the only reason why I can’t be fully happy, the reason why I got some depressed days, the reason why I’m shy to go out there and talk to girls like every other single dude, the reason why I don’t have confidence on myself, the reason why I have some horrible thoughts inside my head, the reason why I tend to sexualize everything without people knowing, the reason why I don’t like me and most importantly I don’t love me. Every time I’m done watching you, i automatically hate myself right after, I used to think that it was normal watching you and jerking off every single day, but I’ve realized that you’re just a bunch of bullshit, it’s funny cause you literally don’t bring a positive thing to my life, absolutely nothing, just bad feelings, bad thoughts, and I’m done. I’m done with you motherfucker, I can’t stand you no more. I’ve tried to quit you so many times cause inside I know that it was something wrong with you, but I was too stupid to really realize that i HAVE to STOP FOR REAL. You’re so fucking hard to quit, I’m obsessed with you, I admit it. Quitting weed, for example, was a thousand times easier, but this time there’s no more excuses, no more silly thoughts, I don’t give a fuck about what my friends or the rest of the goddamn world think or do. Our relationship is over for GOOD this time, I PROMISE (yes, that’s my promise LeBron, I’ve finally realize it and I won’t let you down, just like you didn’t let down all those kids in Akron). For all these reasons I just wanna let you know one last thing porn: FUCK YOU! I really hope I can achieve my goal in life this time for real, and hope that men and women all over the world realize that Porn is a cancer and must be stopped (Future parents please don’t ever let your kids get trapped on this bs). That’s all I gotta say Peace ✌️
Just started my journey on nofap. All this frustration is very familiar. Thanks for the motivation. Wish you all the best.
I can relate to this, especially the shitty, life-sucking feeling you get right after PMoing. It is a hell of a situation to be in.
For all the guys that are in the 1-2 week streak etc.. pls join one of the challenges like 21 days or 30 days and post every day.. you will reach the goal I’m no time!! I’m already on day 43.. posting every day really helps