Day 4 Today I was a little bit angry and very anxious about literally everything. I've never experienced it before. It's like everything is going to be messed up. It's like I will not able to accomplish anything in my life. It was suck.
very good bro . You arrived at the old watchtower of Amon Sul, rest for the night, but beware, the porn forces are strong here.
61 days my brothers, personal record . proud of myself, not just because of the number, but also for the quality of the streak. never have i reached so far in such pristine conditions. i never touch myself and i peaked nudity only 3-4 times, for a couple of seconds. this is a great breakthrough for me, since in previous streaks i watch much more nudity and even softcore movies. in this streak i get even more deep in the sense that lust is wrong. nudity beyond art or fashion is wrong and should not be exploited. i also learned that is important to continue learning as much as you can about the addiction and the rebooting process, which is a humility lesson for me since i got a little cocky before and thought i knew everything (maybe that was one of the reasons why i failed many times before). i learn also that the words "never" and "forever" should not be use or applied in addiction recovery. my only task is to not screw up today. tecnically it doesn´t matter how many days i am sober, that doesn´t protect me at all. i learn that good habits are more important than willpower. and it´s the good habits that makes the streak stand together in the long run. usually i would be afraid now because this day would be the first day in uncharted territory, but honestly i´m not afraid anymore, i have a system that backs me up (health system, sports system, triggers system, meditation system, hobbies/passions system, etc...). i´m not waiting for nofap to transform my life, i´m doing it right now. Let´s go my brothers. tomorrow we may fall, tomorrow we may cry, but not today, not today!! today we raise our head and say: no pmo.
haven't been checking in but no relapse this week. Not feeling super great but better than before. I'll stay on because I don't wanna wait this long again.
Yes, it is! I love it too. A classic from the '80s. And very inspiring. "Cuz I am.. the Warrior! And Victory is mine!" Thank you!! Continuing my quest. Excellent, excellent points. So true.
