I just rewatched the two towers, and it is amazing to me how similar Gollum's character is to how my brain tries to get me to fap to porn. Porn is just as treacherous and seductive as the ring.
Courage brother, flatline comes and goes, it´s normal in the reboot. Your brain will heal, rest assure, just keep going!!!! Meanwhile, you ended the stairs of Cirith Ungol . Congratulations!!!! However the fallen Brother Gollum has deceive you, the lair of the porn queen Shelob is before you. Beware my brother, for she is cunning and treacherous. Kill it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Very good brother. Tonight you rest at WeatherTop, the old watchtower of Amon Sûl. Beware for PMO is lurking in the area.
I arrived at the ruins of Amon Hen, Gondor has promote me to Warrior . I got my sword (not Andúril but it serves well), my horn and my shield. Let´s go PMO, you and me!!!! Have a great Weekend dear Fellowship. Continuing with our brother Soaring Eagle, now sober for 8 years. "The problem of hemorrhoids will be discussed below: Haemorrhoids are also a very common problem, as the saying goes, 9 out of 10 men will encounter hemorrhoids! There is another saying: out of 10 women 10 will have hemorrhoids. The chances for women to catch hemorrhoids is also very high, this is because women have special physiological periods and are more prone to suffer injuries in both blood and qi, combined with long sitting, hemorrhoids will come knocking on the door. I had my first hemorrhoids at around the age of 20, at the time I masturbated frequently. During a period of time when I was sitting on a sagging sofa, after a while I would feel something below, that’s when I had caught hemorrhoids. The hospital determined the hemorrhoids to be internal, by applying the subscribed medicine the hemorrhoids would subside, but the root of the issue will remain. Hemorrhoids brought much trouble to my life, I was unable to eat cold or spicy food, so at the time I took extra care when eating instant noodles, spicy food would induce the return of the hemorrhoids, stools tended to contain traces of blood. Afterwards, when I studied TCM I understood, masturbation would induce a deficiency in the qi, when your qi is abundant there will be no issues when sitting on the sofa because qi pushes the blood around. Sitting on a sofa while having adequate qi will not cause stasis in the qi and blood, but once qi is deficient and you sit on the sofa then it will cause the qi and blood stasis, hemorrhoids will easily emerge"
0 again... My imagination got me while I was stressed out and the urges kicked in. The good part about this is that I'm not watching pornography anymore. I'm determined to never go back to it. I think that I'm letting things that bother me get too close. Main reason why I relapse. Need to work on that. The grip is loosening though! Sooner or later I will reach 30 days. Don't let your guard down!