Still XX. I just relapsed mentally. I think that, when one overcomes an urge as strong as the one I just had, he basically reboots his mind and it feels exactly like after a relapse. A wave of enthusiasm. Having been on Nofap for so long, I think that time is dilated, for me; by that I mean that the chaser effect doesn't last for 3 days, but for thirty. After that, I hope I'm gonna be out of this and experience a flatline, which would be just ideal.
I really admire your facing up to your emotions and challenges. Wish you all the best with your business.
Day O. I failed. I keep getting this idea that without fapping I can't live on. The reality is that it is hard to resist to urges such as the ones I've had recently. And, well, I'm starting again. It is so difficult to go on at this point, but I have to. My relationship with Porn is so compromised that I wouldn't be able to have a normal relationship with it, even if I wanted. So, out of day 500, it is 0.
Day 97 It's going great recently, my work volume has finally gone down a bit and I managed to do sports 2-3 times a week.
Good people I may not be here often but I am still in the race, my counter is correct. I am on day 10, it has been awhile since I been able to go so far. Let us breather greatness upon ourselves.
Day 9 I am living in reality not some fantasy that destroys lives. My wife is real and not some fucked up fantasy. How would I feel if she was so selfish that she wasn't interested in me,but only some fake people on the screen? She is not,so I want to spend as much time with her as I can and complete this challenge. We can do this!!