WHen I was in my relatoinship, I struggled with porn. And it felt horrible. But the problem is, I did not tell my gf. She did not knew. But she knew I was suffering. And she was suffering because she did not knew what was going on. I thought if I told her that I would lose her. But I lost her anyways. But I am happy to got rid from a girl (not gf) with whom I got in touch with sexting. And throuhg sexting I came in touch with camgirls, and lost a lot of money of it. And I had two relapses, although I was in a relationship. And I could not talk to her. I felt so shitty. And because I could not talk she said, I did not trust her. I should have get first rid of the PMO addiction and of sexting and camgirls. And after she got a new one, I felt betrayed. Really betrayed. And that hurt. Since then I really hate porn. I never want to watch porn again. Because if I watch porn, my future girl will feel like she is not good enough. And I don´t want her to give this feelings. This feeling is horrible. From sexting I am now 72 Days free, and from visiting (only visiting not interacting( a camgirl website I am 21 days free. I need only to get rid of PMO completely. I don´t want to watch that trash anymore. I want to be free of it, and in a relationship, where my girl is happy, and where we support each other, without trust issues. And by the way, I don´t like "likes", I love comments. Comments usually always helps.
I want to be free of my PMO habbit i started when i was 14 years old. Its been more than half of my life so far. even i was not mature enough at that time i was happy with hobbies. To experience the same thing again would be so nice and great
So you want to do your hobbies again= I want to be in a relationship, but I can´t now thx to PMO Addiction.
My hobbies were so interesting than porn. Curiousity is a dangerous thing. It took so much time of my life for nothing. I could have become the most successful artist of years.
You have 500 days and more on your streak. And i understand what you mean, you lost so much, to that annyonig PMO addiction. but after 500 days should´t you have been rebooted?
Maybe when you are completely healed you won't be looking for a relationship but relationship will find you. It would happen naturally. Just have to clean the head of all the fake pictures and fantasies and fill them with respect and love for women.
I relapsed many times in between but now i have stopped counting days and its helping already but i must say i havent been clean more than a year. Its a change in lifestyle
Rebooting takes time. It depends how long the habit is being practiced. I believe it would take me years to reboot. I need to practice patience and calmness and be hopeful and thankful about every day i make progress towards the bigger goal.
men have the responsibilty to make women feel respected and accepted the way they are. sex is meant to be shared with a person with whom one feels a very deep emotional connection.