I just joined this site. I'm in comrades. Day 1, I'm committed, dedicated to defeating this shit. No fuckin porn!!!!
You are in the right place comrade! There is enough experience and support here to help inspire you to achieve that goal. We're all in this together!
Forgot to update on Friday, it's 1.40 am Saturday in my time zone now. Still clean though. I should get up early tommorrow. And then start winding down earlier at night. I have felt urges tonight, felt myself getting close to slipping. I need to be extra vigilant this weekend.
Friday night, the end of day 12 Stay vigilant and strong comrades. This is not the time to let our guards down! When we get past the weekend we will be at the half way point. The safest path is one day at a time.
Day 17 NoFap Day 13 NNN Was tempted to look when I was vulnerable and tired and looking for a mood change. My little voice told me "No it's not worth it, it will only make your life worse." Put down the phone and went to sleep..
I have not fapped today, which is good. So I'm still in. But I've been quite a mess today, set my alarm to 5:30 AM but then went back to sleep and groggily got up around 10 AM. I did laundry at least, and I ordered things from IKEA. I ordered screens that I will put near my windows to hopefully reduce noise, I live next to a busy street and it can get quite noisy.
Just about done with day 14, still going strong, had some strong fantasies today but that's about it. Almost been a month since i pmo'd. I wrote about fantasies and how they make me feel and what they do for me(they don't do much except distract and temporarily satisfy me) so I gotta re-read that.