Day 59. This morning I caught myself that I am not sure why am I doing this anymore. Yeah... I want a jean jacket. Is that it? One person wrote that he feels sorry for messing his life with pmo for so long. At the moment I am not sure if pmo messed my life. My life is pretty much the same before and after nofap. Maybe even harder now because I don't have constant sedative (I mean p, m, o) anymore. But again. It doesn't matter much. I am doing what I have to do. Nothing more, nothing less. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 59 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
try to switch the "i have to" to "i want to", bro. usually a "have" or a "must" implies opression to the emotional side. A "want" means alignment between mind and emotions So you "want" to love yourself . Yes you do, that is a good advice
Checking-in Fellowship! How you Warriors been doing? Here, i´m going good on the porn battle front. No urges, just some temptations from time to time that i quickly dismiss. My main goal now is to devote myself to become a Man, both physically and mentally. My body and mind have taken a huge beating from the decades of addiction but i want to gain my place in society has a high value Man. I want to be a role model for society, specially for guys. I wish you all a great weekend, my friends. Stay focus, stay on the path! big hug
// Day 30 – Your loved ones send you a gift as a token of their love. Radagast, the Brown, in his rabbit sleigh delivers you Evenstar – a silver necklace with a white stone. "When the memory of the fear and the darkness troubles you...this will bring you aid".
7 days We'va made some changes to today's schedule so this way it's much more difficult for me to reset today. @MustardSeed55 congratulations, good work!
Day 60. Day started nice. Good weather. Went for street gymnastics. Reached my new record. 13 pull ups on the first circuit. Later went for a long walk. Then "breakfast" (I think I had it too late to call it that). Feeling "the itch" down there. But I hope with God's help I'll manage. There are more meaningful stuffs in life than p, m, o. Also it was never as fun as my mind tried to convince me before the deed. Even if it's true that life is harder after quitting, I should keep fighting! Journey continues! Spoiler: Journey stuffs 60 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
Day 3, trod on! 3 days – PMO forces have spotted you!! With haste you use the Bucklebury Ferry to cross the Brandywine river.
Relapsed lads. I gave into temptation. I’ve let myself down, but I’m not going to wallow in misery. Now is the time to identify where I went wrong and to make sure it doesn’t happen again. Don’t make the same mistake I did, those of you suffering urges. It’s never any different, you’ll always feel empty and ashamed. I will destroy my ring and conquer my urges. Stay strong Fellowship!
