had a great run here. not the biggest streak i've accomplished. nonetheless, its something to be thankful for. a lot happened for me during this streak. to name a few, i quit one of my jobs after 3 years of working there, i began talking to some girls and ended up O'ing from oral for the first time ever. pmo popped in my mind yesterday and i entertained the thought. today it came back augmented to a stronger urge and i began looking up pics of stars. thats my biggest mistake. once i see an image, i get into a trance its hard to turn around from there. shit happens. ill learn from this. i think the key here for me is to go on another run. 32-1 isnt so bad. i said i would close out the rest of may clean and i did. now i am going to close out the rest of june clean.
NO UNFORTUNATELY . But I hope a program will come out one day! But I will say this and maybe it can help you out . I used K9 Blocker . I blocked every single word I could think of . I typed in all the celebrity names that caused me to relapse . It is not perfect , but it has saved me .
