When I first join I was able to do a 10 day streak in my first attempt and I thought maybe P is not that much of a problem for me. I am right though, P is not the problem but it's not the solution either. It's like an addiction which grows on you. My goal is 20 days.
It's a good goal! Take it one day at a time and try to discover what triggers you, inspires you and be honest with yourself. The road isn't perfect but hey, we're all trying to figure it out together. Wishing you all the best!
My trigger is humiliation and I can't help it. Sins of our father. I've to learn to cope with the trigger which is everyday part of my life. I watch humiliation P as it make me feel better about myself. It makes me feel good because I know that these woman don't want to do this humiliation stuff but they are doing it for the money and probably they have worst life as compared to me. I know I need a psychiatrist but can't afford one right now. I think it's called sadist. Taking pleasure out of others misery. Thanks for the reply