Post published by CaptainAmerica42

Hi guys,

I am very active in the church. Went on a mission, etc. Recently I had a big trial in my life that took away my ability to walk or go outside for half a year. It was very hard on me spiritually and after it was over I could tell I was not the same spiritually. I was still hurt from my trial. I still am. I guess I kept slipping and slipping until I started this bad habit of P&M. I am doing it a few times a week and struggling to get myself to stop. I’ve talked with my bishop but I am moving to a new ward so I’ll have to do it again. But I feel like I don’t have anyone close enough to talk to about, so I decided to come here because you guys seem very open and supportive. Any advice or encouragement you guys have would mean a lot.