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Hey everyone having a rough day today with sissy thoughts and desires. I’m about halfway through my reboot and I’ve been doing better with them, however today my fantasies on sissy stuff has been nearly non-stop for the past couple hours and I’m not sure why. I feel part of it may be that I’m back to school after break and my gf is not with me every day like she was for the past week so I feel a little lonelier than usual. I really feel like these thoughts come in when I feel shitty about myself which escalated them as that shitty feeling which led me to use sP released dopamine in the first place so when I go back to that and it comes to my mind I get a dopamine rush from the thought of it while feeling shitty if that makes sense. I’ve been on high highs and low lows on this journey for sure and almost considered relapse today but came on here instead in between classes to vent a bit and regain composure for the day.