Post published by VEMMW

Hello everyone, I am new in this community. Let me shortly share my story with you.
I am a women currently finishing my postgraduate studies and I am about to start working in the summer. Since a very young age I struggle with the M part of PMO. Recently, I discovered how wrong this behavior is and that it is a mortal sin. So, I started to combat it. It is awful how addicted I am. I am 21 and I do that since more than 15 years. It would be the greatest miracle and the greatest proof of god's power/grace/existence if I manage to overcome this habit. I keep fasting every Friday and abstain from sweets and anything during the week (apart from sunday's) as a sacrifice to the Lord. It is so hard for me to break the chains of this addictions. I beg you for your prayers so that I will overcome this mortal sin. It is also so humiliating for me, when I did the M and I cannot go to the communion until I went to confession. Please pray for me and if you are or know a good AP, you are welcome.