Post published by amnesiac21

why would you want to watch some other guy having sex with your wife? this where we got. stopping PMO is the least. than you have to build real confidence. good luck, it's the right way.

Yes, I keep telling myself that and that's what makes the fetish so odd to me. I hate it. Thanks for your reply.

I have struggled also with that. You know the worst is that if you keep watching that and desiring it that is going to happend sooner or later, you can of attract it. Some people calls this the karma, other call it the law of attraction. But believe when I say it becomes real. That's what happened to me with my ex. I was very frequently fantasizing about she being with other men even whens he was such a tender and loyal wife.

But it happened, I discovered after sometime that she end up with a guy in a motel. And I can tell you that even when I fantasized with it and got so aroused, it is so painful when it actually happens. I know there are spiritual beings making the things happen when you kind of request them, when you look for them, when you desire them, is like you give them access to make it happen.

that's how my first marriage finished, she decided to divorce me. And then I got married again after 3 years, I had watch femdom porn and then it happens that everytime I watch it my second wife treats me really bad and humiliating. When I stay far from that she treats me sweet but when I watch the femdom porn she just transform, how come if she doesn't know I watch it?

Believe me when I say that there are those evil spirits and they wont hesitate to destroy you every time you allow them, porn is one of the way they get access to your live because it is kind of the fish hook. Once you watch it you are kind of saying I want this to happen to me. I dont care if you believe or not, I don't care if you say I am this religion or the other, I dont care if you even say you are an atheist, those spirits are there and they are really mean. Keep watching that and you'll prove that what I am saying is real. Hope you believe and stop it before it actually happens to you

this is shocking and a warning to me.

By the way, I was fantasizing a lot some months ago about my second wife to be with a muscle man. Then days before we had problems. Then when we reconcile she confessed me that there was a muscle guy that we both know that was kind of trying to seduce her, so it looks like she was kind of considering but she repented and her attitude before me changed. Then I thought again man! same thing again! those spirits are really there!

An other thing! I was watching a lot those kind of videos about women laughing at you because of small penis and that sign they do with the fingers to say you have it small. The truth is that mine is not small, my wife actually considers it big, but after watching that porn one day she started laughing at me and said I have it small and made that sign with her two fingers, how come? I felt very bad one she said that and made me feel so humiliated and related that immediately with the things I watch at those videos. Man this is real!

Unfortunately when you are all hot and aroused with those things you don't even think, the brain gets some chemicals which inhibit the conscience. Those evil spirits are around you while you are watching that and kind of taking note to then do something against you. In my case they attack me a lot trough my wife, maybe some of you don't even have a wife or girlfriend, but they always get a way to damage you.

wwwolf, you really should start respecting yourself. I don't know how you have chosen your wives, but that wasn't good. Stand up straight, what is this? Stop being pathetic. Pick up the challenge and go out. Forget this muscle guy, you think this is all it needs? You think all the other guys are better than you? You deserve and you can have more.

They are good girls vendettana, but every women, every men can be influced by those spirits. I know that I am giving access to those spirits to affect me when watch that porn and then they make it happened, it doesn't matter what woman she is, they have ways to create make the things happen. By the way, I don't think we just watch that porn because of nothing, those same spirits are the ones trying to push to watch them but of course it is always your decision, when you are not conscious about this you bite the hook every single time.

So you are right, I should respect myself, believe me that I am trying this so hard. I had have very good seasons when I am far from all type of porn and things goes very well. But I know that every single time I relapse something is going to happen. I fight so hard for no to fall but sometimes there are other factors around me which knocks me down.

And you know Vendettana, it is not easy to respect yourself when I suffered a lot of bullying at middle school. My parents moved me to 2 other schools but same thing. They always treated me as a fagot in the 3 of the schools. In the first school my best friend used to sit in the chair behind mine, and then he used to touch my hips and my waist from behind while he was saying close to my ear "you are so delicious baby girl". The girls treated me ones as a girl when they blocked the door of the room and then said by saying "no boys are allowed in the room, but you are allowed because you are a girl and then they laugh at me".

That plus other things I have lived in the past, the fact that my first wife cheating on me with another guy while I was at home all dressed up as a woman with her clothes: bra, panty, dress, heels, wig, makeup, nails painted, etc. I hasn't been easy but at least I am recovering and I had have such a progress because I could be worst. This thing dont get any better with time, in fact you get deeper and deeper and deeper I can confirm that.