It was bad for me the last week it seems later on as one accumulates on vital potential in hard mode greater are the pitfalls later on but we must Tryon.
Getting busy brother ! So I can remove the "p" completely and I think it's helping me....now...I see...how I am spending my every minute...and trying to make good use of it:)...how is it going on for you ?
I m good bro i was trying to stay away from internet for some time but now I m doing well.I use it only for one hr in night.trying to get self control. how r u bro?
why did I go their knowing that m gonna fall after doing it just regrets. why man?it happens every time plz brothers help me
Why is a good question to ask. Search for your reasons/triggers. Once you have found them out, then make the changes needed to avoid them. You can do this!
Thnx brothers now I have learnt the lesson why I did that. Now your brother (myself) is gonna make it don't know how many days but I promise brothers I gonna learn I m gonna get more good habbits now I m not gonna get into depression again we gonna make it brothers!
Just keep away from all sorts of virtual and real triggers,dont even look at girls in a sexual way ,check your trigger points ,delete all crap video,puc ,bookmark,and Meditate,..I have relapsed40 to 50 times since last year,felt suicidical depressed,..mostly triggered via edging ,imitated by ,pic of even fully clothed women,...such weak are my senses...donot give up brother
I read an erotic story then another I thought just one but couldn't stop myself.my first attempt to hard mode fails after 26 says
Chin up! I have had plenty of Day 1s ok. They are not the end, so don't let those thought-gremlins weigh you down!! Cheers.
regret ! those big talks I did I really meant them but in eve. I read a story and masturbated one time. m sorry plz forgive me.
I m sorry guys shame on me I m failed m so sorrym faild. I just went to see the one but after these 26 days m failed.:(
Hey, 26 Days is MAGNIFICENT, bro. Get rid of that word "failed". It will only want more partners.... Cheers.
but no now I know who I was before porn entered in my life and now i m gonna become a better version of myself
but yo listen to me brain I ain't Fiona let u down me again I gonna stick to the plan u already kept me down for that long not now!
and now look here I am day 26 two nightfall and my brain is telling me "fella your cheeks are not glowing u. r loosing the radiance again
I m just thinking of eve. of day24 when at the gym I was showing off. there was a girl we made eye contacts it was like the old days
day 26 again today at7:04 just before I was going to leave the bed a wet dream occurred .I just being true to myself and u guys
day 25 has begun but with a nightfall I was freaked out when it happened but now I OK.I not going down again n keeping myself busy!!!
day21 living like every day is my first day. now I now I know how I m spending my every minute inspite of spending time on porn
thanx guys I think posting here is helping me cuz I can say things clearly and I know that u guys gonna help me in my journey.
and yep watching porn or any arousing thoughts not coming into my mind as I'm keeping myself busy and keeping the hard mode on !!
