joarev85

Let's go Bro.

Day 12

Why disappeared after support many people?

No one can be perfect. Be who you are. If you relapse. Get over with it quick. Don’t cry for what happens. No one is perfect.

Very early up today. Will become tired in the evening. Hope to stay om track.

Healthy food help me through bad days. Relapse -feeling after wet dream partly gone after eating.

Anyone smell the poison in the brain after som time of abstain? I do and it is like a ammoniac smell.

Gave in.

Relapsed again...this is killing me.... what to do????

Very stressed out. Very stressed out. Need to learn fast. Not able to..... (help me)...

3. Okay at work. Thought of a little mistake I done about not selling a product after recommending it, but that happens. I move on

2. Alcohol: control of intake+went to bed early.

2. Cobtrol alcohol, going to bed early.

1. I ran today.

I am rally struggling now. Cant get past 4 days without relapsing a lot. :(

Has my head gone to the pub??

Relapsed. Too much stress made me relapse. Tired. But I go again.

WD this night. Feels like a setback. Do not feel so good this morning.

Exam at home. For the next three days I will be stuck at home, writing. Any advices? Feels like my head is and body is pressured and urges.

Today is a hard day to get through with urges from hell because of upcoming exam.