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New Fapstronaut, Female
You only fail, when u give up. ♥️ Jan 18, 2021 at 5:36 PM
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My porn addiction started 3 years ago, when I started medical school, I think it was due to that enormous amount of information and stress I had to deal with. In addition to going through puberty which caused a lot of acne on my skin and emotional and hormonal changes.
After 1 year I started hating myself, I started having less confidence and stopped believing in myself that I could never achieve anything in my life, I saw my self as a weak looser who would never reach something in his life. Everything was just getting worse my studying, my friendship, the will to be a productive and hardworking person, my dreams just everything my whole personality changed and all the close people around me noticed that.
I had a lot of ego, and I couldn't imagine telling someone about what I was going through, because I was always the one who was helping others, I thought I would be strong enough to get out of it on my own.
It took me a lot of time to see things clearly and notice that I got addicted, AND that it has nothing to do with being a weak person.
I returned to GOD and I asked him to stay with me in this journey, and I told one of my best friends about it.
All of that helped me to restore my self image, and get some of my self control back.
I know its not going to be easy to get rid of it, but at least I believe in myself now, and I am not going to give up whatever it takes.
I will start a 90 days challenge now.
KEEP STRONG AND NEVER GIVE UP