Krillin1993

How do you not have anymore power?

@she-dernatinus Yes like I promised to myself to do it. I quit all fats and protein. On top of that I do OMAD fasting like Buddhist Monks are doing on a daily basis. But I do rarely some exceptions.

Do you think it played a role in taming your urges ?

@she-dernatinus Yes I do think so. Of course I had urges, but it was not that intense as it was before. But lets see how far I can come and how hard the battle will be. I can only talk about results, if I reach the 90 days, I guess.

When the urges became too strong, ask for help.

I wouldn't really call myself that when I reached 90 days. I did feel pretty good about myself, though. Ended up relapsing to curiosity , eventually.

I wouldn't call that masochism, it's endurance.

what condition is your health currently in ??

@{Ananta} I am in a very bad health condition for about 1 year, constantly. I am currently suffering alot.

That is the first time I learn this. If it's true , there must be at least foods you can eat and not increase your libido.

I think you should try a simple experience; ditch oily foods as well as some veggies you don't want to eat. Scrutinize the changes for the upcoming days. At last you can deduce if it's the influence of food or not.

@she-dernatinus Yeah I will! Tomorrow I will stop all those kind of things what increased my libido and I will report how my body is going to respond to it.

That's great, my friend! Keep up the good work.

Man this gives me hope!! Any advice for someone new to this?

You need to make this your new personal record.

@she-dernatinus Although I think sometimes about how it would be to have a girlfriend. But I also know that this "Love" is not the purpose of finding oneselves Happiness. You are not happy with your partner, you are happy only for yourself in the first place.

@she-dernatinus And when someone can't reach that point to feel good with your own being, a compaignonship would be senseless. Cause at the end of the day, you will always find yourself empty, no matter with whom you are together with.

You are never empty. You might feel like it, but its just your brain receptors not getting much action/stimulation. That's what I realized after thinking about being a lonely boi. I keep moving forward, not letting those thoughts dull me.

Sorry to hear about your experience mate. My family is very religious too, but I still went for it (to my dad), not knowing how it will turn out. He tried to be supportive, even though we are not close. My friends, on the other hand, responded to me in various ways.

One of my mates was very supportive, the other two haven't responded yet, although I have a feeling that they may need some time to understand and accept my position, after all, they're the opposite sex. They being the opposite sex, took me so long to open up to them, hopefully, I will have better news for you regarding my other mates. And I don't regret my decision.

Probably because it could also determine if I actually have/had real friends in life.

That depends on you bruv. Good luck.

You've done it already. You can surely do it again.

What good would ending your life do?

you dont really think this way. This is just your addiction talking

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Don't focus too much on appearance. There are people who care too much how they appear to others, this makes them incomplete people .They don't know who they are if not in function of the other

Why so much focusing on your appearance ? It's something you've brought on many times.

@she-dernatinus WOW congratulations! Have you watched porn as you relapsed or could you masturbate without a video? As when it comes to food: I don't make any restriction. I just don't eat any high protein sources, and I avoid high fat foods (or fat and oils) in general as well. I think this is the problem what we PMO addicts still haven't figured it out or ignore!

The only positive element about this last relapse is that I didn't rely on porn but on erotic stories.

You know, when you avoid porn for a good amount of time. You start to feel more and more repulsed by it, and cannot stand it at all.

@she-dernatinus I see.

There is a way to alter recommandations. If you want to remove some specific type of content, you can click on the three dots near the video in question and make your choice.

@she-dernatinus Yeah I forget that to do probably. The next time when I see such a video I know what do.

Thank You!