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Krillin1993
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Krillin1993

Fapstronaut, 30

Before I'm going to sleep I imagine that my second pillow is my girlfriend and I'm always huging it. Don't be a hopeless Looser like I am. Sep 24, 2023 at 4:29 PM

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    1. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Before I'm going to sleep I imagine that my second pillow is my girlfriend and I'm always huging it. Don't be a hopeless Looser like I am.
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      2. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        I am a Looser who has lost his whole Life and I will always love my 2nd Pillow,...just let me live my innocent romantic Fantasies without being hurt all the Time, okay? I think I will never become a real Man anyway... thats how they see me. Thats my Destiny.
        Sep 26, 2023 at 5:15 PM
      3. sohardrn
        sohardrn
        You're 30 years old. You can turn it around. But if you don't believe in yourself, then this is a waste of time.
        Sep 27, 2023 at 1:27 AM
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      4. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        My Life is already over with 30 for different Reasons. And unfortunately no.... I can't. Although I still have Dreams and Wishes but maybe its really Time to give up every Dream and every Wish and accept Life as it is. I think I will die as an invisible Loner.
        Sep 27, 2023 at 2:59 AM
    2. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      I don't know what it is but since 2-3 Days I haven't cried and I feel less sad. I will observe this Feeling. Thank You Cosmos. :)
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    4. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Yes, I'm an Incel who never had Sex with Woman but I don't hate Woman for this reason. God is the Reason why I am a Looser today...
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      3. {Ananta}
        {Ananta}
        incel is such a negative term, i personally use , celibate, but i know how you feel, currently im in a region i was not born nor raised in,and females are not drawn to me, but...the region i was born in ,females love me,
        Sep 14, 2023
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      4. {Ananta}
        {Ananta}
        so possibly your in the wrong region, pack yourself an brave the world with new travels, i plan to take vacations ,but really they're for scouting a new region to live,
        Sep 14, 2023
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      5. Buddhabro2.0
        Buddhabro2.0
        Live love. You deserve to be happy, and you have the opportunity to make it happen. Count your blessings and don’t stop. If you learn to enjoy what you have, you won’t need anything else. I appreciate your honesty and courage to share your feelings. You are not alone <3
        Sep 15, 2023
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    5. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      "No Man, you are too short Man"....this is what 2 half drunk Woman said to me as I was 18 years old after they came from the Discotheque.
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      3. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        My whole Childhood and Youth I have seen Woman as Angels...I really did. I knew the intention of this Statement of those 2. I was not the Choice. But saying this so openly to me, it has hurt me really deeply. This happens because I took Woman really serious and respect them. And it only has showed me what they really have thought.
        Sep 13, 2023
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      4. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        I wanted to become taller but Doctors haven't allowed me to take Hormones. God claims to have created People perfectly....obviously not! They are even children who are coming unhealthy and disabled to earth. God contradict himself with his words. I hate God because he made me suffer my whole Life.
        Sep 13, 2023
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      5. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        ....or Maybe God is pure Love and I still don't understand him enough. I don't understand the whole world enough. We are born, we reproduce (which makes no sense at all btw) and we die and this over and over again. So whats the point of the Universe? What should we reach? What is the goal of Life?
        Sep 13, 2023
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    6. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Maybe my future girlfriend won't accept me. I can't buy her any expensive Dresses or going to a Restaurant with her every Month.
      1. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        And if I tell her about my bad Life Situation I think she would refuse me. When she knew that I'm suffering from an illness or doing 2 jobs that only Loosers like me do. And when she sees my ugly face....I'm already feeling myself so lost. Will I ever mean something for somebody? Can a Men experience Love only for his good Heart?
        Sep 12, 2023
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      2. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        If this girlfriend going through the same or similiar Lifecircumstances I can easily accept her..but sometimes people smile at you and they reject you because they can't accept your Suffering. Your heart is then useless. Your good intention is not needed.
        Sep 12, 2023
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      3. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        Maybe I will end up alone for the Rest of my Life. It is so so sad. I wish so deeply to be accepted from a Woman that I didn't know yet and then I can die peacefully. In my Youth I was so shy towards woman and as i grew older I see that people have high Expectations. I think I can never fit in anybodys Dreams.
        Sep 12, 2023
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    7. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Today I have cried so hard that my heart has started to hurt. I want to vanish from this superficial evil world. I feel myself worthless.
    8. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Am I not worthy of love because my parents have not made me out of love? Do you think this is Karma, that I have to suffer in this way?
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      2. DeepRecovery
        DeepRecovery
        @Krillin1993 Yes but at least from a Buddhist perspective of karma, what you're talking about in terms of your parents is more the karmic fruit than karma itself. You have inherited whatever pattern because of their action, it was originally action, not stuff you get. The point of emphasizing action is it's all workable.
        Sep 9, 2023
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      3. DeepRecovery
        DeepRecovery
        As far as being not enough, let me ask then are women who are maybe not that great looking but have a good heart enough for you? Why do we even think in terms of a measurement like 'enough'? I think it could be a matter of matching up in a complementary way. Here I would point out it's not just our karma and genetics but also the society we live in that influence us, including the idea of "enough".
        Sep 9, 2023
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      4. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        For answering the first Question: They are enough for me....but they all love successful Men. I am not successful....I am the opposite. It is almost impossible to find people who love someones heart and who understands Mens suffering and who also find it enough to love them for just their being. Most relationships are lies.
        Sep 10, 2023
    9. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Hating People out of Discrimination; for putting them in Categories like Race, Religion, Skin Colour or Ideological Reasons is heartless.
      1. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        I love the whole World because it is worth it to be loved. Sounds weird huh :)
        Sep 8, 2023
    10. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      There is no Day currently I haven't cried. I feel like I'll be never accepted. But I definetly know there is someone. What a weird feeling.
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      3. Semtex
        Semtex
        You posted your whereabouts and ancestry long time ago here, I don't remember the thread exactly :) I'm Slovenian
        Sep 6, 2023
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      4. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        I know what you want to say. Of course this is a Dream for alot of Turks to retire in Germany and to go back to Turkey. But I guess I have to become 70 or 80 to go back to Turkey. Without any monthly income this is really hard to find a Job in Turkey since there are alot of refugees in Turkey from Syria Ukraine Afghanistan currently.
        Sep 6, 2023
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      5. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        I even didn't had made a Vacation for about Decades. One Day if I meet my future girlfriend and saved abit Money I would go with her near to a Beach in Alanya Bodrum or Çeşme in a 5 Star All Inclusive Resort Hotel and let us massage in a Spa and eat how much we want. This is a silly Boys Dream I know.
        Sep 6, 2023
    11. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Day 120: Maybe I should feel like a Legend now, but I actually feel very lonely. Everytime I close my Eyes, I see you smiling at me.4.9.2023
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      2. DeepRecovery
        DeepRecovery
        If respect involves understanding, then it stands to reason self respect involves understanding ourselves.
        Aug 25, 2023
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    13. Diderik
      Diderik
      Hi Krillin,

      Words to the wise:

      You mention that you want your future wife to make you food. What do you want to do for her? When you think of it, it is more helpful than what she can do for you. Don't worry, she'll do more for you than you expect. Concentrate on what you have to offer.
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      3. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        @Frassvelli I am so happy that you have accepted me as your friend. And I really like it to talk with you. I am open to believe in god back again so dont worry. Sometimes people tend to think that people are becoming Barbaric and unfair just because they dont believe in God but I am not like that.
        Aug 20, 2023
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      4. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        I got a really good friend here who is a non-believer and he is such an awesome guy and I learn so much from him! Whether or not you will believe in God is your personal choice. So don't worry that I will think less of you just because our perspectives about God differ.
        Aug 20, 2023
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      5. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        @Frassvelli I really admire your Power that you have reached over 1000 Days tells me that you fear and love god at the same Time. And you also do it for your Love. You are such a sweet human being. You are incredible. :)
        Aug 21, 2023
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    14. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Sometimes I wish to have a Wife. Someone who kisses me after work & making me Food. I would do everything to make her happy. I promise :(...
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        Aug 18, 2023
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      4. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        @Frassvelli I am pretty sure that you are a good husband to her. :) I wish you both all the best...I really do. I find it is important to be there for someone who is going through a hard Time. Because nowadays People are there for you when you have a good Time but never there when you are experiencing bad Days.
        Aug 19, 2023
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      5. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        @Krillin1993 we have to know how to take care of ourselves first of all. We can't give something we don't have. Yes, it is unfortunate that our expectations of people fail us.
        Aug 20, 2023
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      Krillin1993
      Day 100! : Congrats to myself on putting up a triple digit count. -15.August.2023
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      2. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        Wow!! You are an amazing young man! Keep it up! So happy for you. Now, aim higher!! There will come a point you no longer need to count each day. Trust me, that day will come!
        Aug 15, 2023
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      3. DiegoSR
        DiegoSR
        Congrats!
        Aug 15, 2023
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    16. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Day 90: Congratulations on Day 90 to myself! I finally did it! Welcome to Addiction free Life. -5.8.2023
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      2. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        Well brother @Krillin1993 , I takes so many years and decades of practice. But you're doing great! Keep it up and stay focused! The urges go away in a matter of minutes.
        Aug 5, 2023
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      3. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        @heart of repentance Thank You! :) I will keep going on! @Frassvelli I see. You are one of my role models here. I will continue this Path till I die, because it feels great to feel normal again. :)
        Aug 5, 2023
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      4. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        @Krillin1993 , you are a very promising man! Thank you! If you will need any support, I will just be here. It is great to no longer be a slave but to be masters of ourselves!
        Aug 5, 2023
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    17. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Day 89: Refuse to be AVERAGE. -4.8.2023
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    18. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      I would want so badly to dance with a Woman right now. :(...
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      2. amaranth
        amaranth
        ...why not enroll for dance classes or something?
        Aug 3, 2023
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      3. Krillin1993
        Krillin1993
        @amaranth I'm already broke xD hahahahahahaha ....but thank you for this Advice!
        Aug 3, 2023
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    19. Krillin1993
      Krillin1993
      Day 88: Choices decided Consequences. -03.08.2023
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      Krillin1993
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