Recent content by NaturalPornKiller

I found this resource online. its a self-assessment which helps you get an idea for your personality type within intimate relationships: https://menscenter.org/self-assessments/what-kind-abusive-man-am-i/ It comes from this book: I haven't read the book myself, but I completed the...

I shot a boudoir set with my SO once several years ago and around that point in time we had recorded several videos of us having sex. I had possession of these for quite a while which wasn't too much of an issue until I developed a compulsion of hoarding the pictures and videos to masturbate to...

Interesting right? I think that album came out around 2004. it's been around for a minute. Thought it was appropriate enough considering the relatability. Not sure if you've heard of Living Legends, but they have some really good material in addition to this. You should check them out if you...

Funny thinking back on when I first heard this track by hip hop group Living Legends; I didn't take it seriously and had a laugh at it as I thought it to be a joke ultimately. So little did I know I would wind up here almost 15 years down the line stuck in the exact state of PMO compulsion the...

I happen to be a sex addict. No matter what the circumstances are, I seem to lack the presence of mind to consider that my actions hurt more than the perceived pleasure of acting them out...it doesn't leave me feeling so great, but im not sure how it can hurt so much. I'm not getting kicks out...

So I've been in a relationship with my SO for almost 5 years which has transformed into a pseudo-relationship. What I mean by this is that it's been in steady decline for the past couple years due to; you're gonna love this -porn addiction. Who'd have thought right? Well as I said it's been in...

Thank you for the support. Holla at me anytime!

Really tired of the push and pull of this p*rn bullshit. Holler at me; maybe we can help one another beat the shit outta this monster...

Currently seeking an AP or more....I really need help and Im pretty sure I can't pull this shit off on my own

Currently seeking an AP

I realize this post is quite a bit whiny and leaning considerably towards defensiveness. Im aware of myself at least enough to know that when I become defensive it portrays that I am guilty of something which is often true...I just don't want to admit it. Even if this instance seems highly...

I'm currently in a relationship which has been plagued with ruin over the past several years due to my porn addiction. I relapsed countless times and lied to my SO about it amongst other things. Of course it had become almost guaranteed that would be the case just by default at any given time...

I've read your journal from your first entry up until right now. Your situation is a dire one indeed and sad to say it but in mirrors my own situation quite closely. My SO and I, the PA have undergone many of the same tribulations as you and yours. I'm not sure exactly how he feels, but the...

Perhaps abstaining from staring at a computer/phone screen for extended periods of time might relieve the intrusive presence of these eye floaters. It could be due to the damage that staring at these screens causes...maybe the eyefloaters are merely more/less noticeable while the eyes are either...

Yes I have revived a long neglected hobby of assembling plastic Gundam models. Actually perhaps I just grew out of that activity, but I've found that it is still relaxing (when I'm not accidentally breaking little pieces) Primarily it helps to occupy my time that left without something to keep...