Sebastian
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Sebastian

Fapstronaut, from Colombia

I think it might be a good idea to stop counting days, maybe is better to have a "structural change" and quit porn by will. Oct 26, 2015

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    1. Sebastian
      Sebastian
      I think it might be a good idea to stop counting days, maybe is better to have a "structural change" and quit porn by will.
    2. Sebastian
      Sebastian
      Only 6 days to go for my November 1st goal.
    3. Sebastian
      Sebastian
      Finishing second day, I hope this weekend goes nice and easy. [Real sex with boyfriend is still elusive]
    4. Sebastian
      Sebastian
      Second day, huge cravings.
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    5. Sebastian
      Sebastian
      Trying again to quit porn
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    Location:
    Colombia
    Occupation:
    Engineer
    I'm 31, but I "discovered" online porn actually very recently like 4 or 5 years ago, I have masturbated pretty regularly since puberty, with a little guilt (I use to be a catholic, I'm an atheist now) at the beginning I didn't even like porn, I found it kind of tacky, you know the YouPorn kind of porn.

    Ok, time passed and I was in a couple of really non-challenging jobs so, I started to surf for different kinds of porn and eventually ended watching gay porn, which I really like, well, the kind you find in Tumblr, nothing too rough.

    I'm now in a long distance relationship and my girlfriend visits me for week at a time, so on that week we have a lot of sex, but I have found myself unable to orgasm with her and even picturing on my mind porn while having sex with her.

    On my past relationship I had the same problem, but I didn't look at porn or masturbate because my girlfriend lived very close to my house and after a couple of months I was able to orgasm more "naturally" with her and the sex was great.

    In my current relationship we have kind of mutual masturbation by Skype, and a couple of weeks ago I found myself doing it with her but "secretly" opening a porn website in order to orgasm easily, that's when I knew something was wrong.

    As I said before I don't have any religious motivation and actually I defend masturbation as a healthy habit when done with measure.

    I'll start today this journey that hopefully will end on me quitting online porn altogether to enjoy my sexual life as I want.